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I’ll think of you
I’m lost in the pursuit of our finality
I wish I could stop wasting energy on you. I wish I could get you to stop taking up real estate in my heart and my head. I wish I could just be fucking okay again, because I haven’t been since that day.
I’ve never wanted to turn back time so I could choose to not date someone before. Even the worst shitty relationships I’ve been in had some kind of lesson for me to learn, something that left me better off in the long run. This… just left me empty.
Offhand, I said something the other day about “still not over him” to [Babe] and his response was “I know; I can tell. You haven’t been yourself.”
I can’t *be* a me without you as a friend. I have to rewrite my whole self again if I want to let go.
I’m lost in the pursuit of our finality
I wish I could stop wasting energy on you. I wish I could get you to stop taking up real estate in my heart and my head. I wish I could just be fucking okay again, because I haven’t been since that day.
I’ve never wanted to turn back time so I could choose to not date someone before. Even the worst shitty relationships I’ve been in had some kind of lesson for me to learn, something that left me better off in the long run. This… just left me empty.
Offhand, I said something the other day about “still not over him” to [Babe] and his response was “I know; I can tell. You haven’t been yourself.”
I can’t *be* a me without you as a friend. I have to rewrite my whole self again if I want to let go.
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