Missing...

I have discovered, quite by accident, that the adorable tiny keychain pens KK brought back from YaoiCon last year are exactly the same circumference as my clove cigarettes. I'm in rather a Shigure mood today, writing and gazing at the lush greenery out my window, pen hanging from the corner of my mouth in lieu of a real cig. I want a smoke.

I'm chewing on the pen instead.

I miss RenFaire. Terribly, terribly. I want skirts and corsets and bodices and dirt and bells and laughter and hot sticky damp dusty outdoors. I want rain that comes in the afternoon and makes everything damp and chill, but keeps the dust down. I want corn on the cob, and Ren gyros, and potatoes and cheese, and root beer floats with crappy ice cream. I want summertime.

I want to dress up in a black corset (the one that got away, yeah) and my green silk skirt and fishnets and boots or something, and do my makeup, and go out gothy clubbing. Forget, lose myself in the music and the dancing, the lights and the people.

Or maybe just go out and find a good arcade, play DDR until I can't move anymore. But I'm so out of shape and practice that I would only make a fool of myself in an arcade. I must start saving up for a real metal arcade-pad for the PS2. Or an entire arcade console.... Maybe now that they have the new games in arcades, maybe I can find the one I like for cheaper.

Anyways. I have ranted, now. And I have gotten distracted and wandered off and lost my train of thought, so I guess I'm done for now. n.n;

Oh, except for this:
Good English tea with sugar the Pepperidge Farm "Golden Orchard" cookie selection = a very very happy Kitten. I wish it came with more of the fruit-filled cookies, though. It is rather unfortunately lacking. If anybody wants to mail me fruit-filled shortbreads or similar cookies, I would luff you for ever...

Off to write stories! Ja matta ne, minna-san!