*Blink*

[wild_dreamer]

I hate the snow so much sometimes. I'm semi-snowed in to my house (it's snowing bad enough outside that one does not wish to be out in it, though I'm hoping the depth won't be as bad as last time) and fmtenpo is stuck (with his front-wheel-drive car) in his hotel. He's got the Gamecube and Zelda game, I've got my pain-in-the-ass brother and my mama. *pout* Why can't I get snowed in with my choice of people this time? I had to go to work this morning, or I would probably be snowed in with fmtenpo.

Ah well. I have boozahol. I mixed a bit of the spiced rum into a glass of chai. It's really good, though I think it would be even better warmed up. But I'm too lazy to go heat it up. XD So I'm gonna go drink and dance around the kitchen to Midsummer (Heather Alexander) and have fun being snowed in.


Also, I think I upped my mood by deciding to end being the psycho-ex-girlfriend. I texted sadlonedragon to tell him we had found more speakers to the stereo system we sold him, and that we had found the speaker wire that goes with it. We had a wonderfully civil conversation, something even possibly bordering on friendly (*ghasp*), and I felt a lot better afterwards. Since he would only have one kitten without my influence, I did offer to get them a Petsmart gift card for Xmas. Not sure how much I'll put on it yet, but he should be able to get enough for a bit, since he works at Petsmart still and gets a discount there. We also had a civil conversation on Christmas Eve, when I payed my half of the bill before they texted it to him (because I was keeping an eye on the account), and he called to find out what was going on.
I'm kind of glad about this, honestly. It makes me feel better to stop being bitter and jealous and such, and to just smile and be honest. I don't want an actual friendship with him, because I feel it would turn out the worse for us both, but perhaps a steady acquaintanceship would be alright.

I really should go now, the booze is starting to affect my typing skills. Forgive any typos, please. Also forgive rambling. ^_^