From the Diaries of La_Gatita_Loca... (From an old secondary journal)

[wild_dreamer]

I'm not even gonna bother with Espanol, too tired and happy. And stupid. God, why didn't I think?? I never come up with the good ideas until the opportunity is past! Twice now, both talking to [name deleted].. I feel so stupid!

(1st time... what I DID say.)
[name deleted]: So, when you said you were dating somebody, were you just bluffing to get me to go away?
Me: No.. I do have someone. *small shy silence*
[name deleted]: Are you sure you weren't bluffing?
Me *quiet nod* mmhmm...
(WHAT I SHOULD HAVE SAID!)
[name deleted]: So, when you said you were dating somebody, were you just bluffing to get me to go away?
Me: No, I really do have someone... And why would I want you to go away? You're really cool, and I like being around you! *blushing madly...*

(2nd time, what I DID)
[name deleted]: *walks by with (mmm) soup.*
Me: *desperately hungry...* Hey, can I have a bite of that? *hopeful look*
[name deleted]: I s'pose.
Me: *takes bite, smiles* Thank you!
(WHAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE!)
[name deleted]: *walks by with (mmm) soup.*
Me: *desperately hungry...* Hey, can I have a bite of that? *hopeful look*
[name deleted]: I s'pose.
Me: *takes bite, smiles* Thank you! *bounce, kiss [name deleted] on cheek, run off grinning*

I'M STUPID!!! Soy es muy tonto! MUY TONTO!
*sigh* anyways. School was good, aside from my stupid mistake. Maybe it would have been a stupid mistake to do it too, so. Maybe good I didn't. Don't know for sure what his reaction would be. I'm pretty sure it would be good, but not positive.
Anyway, gotta run.
Hasta Manana!


EDIT: This is the second of four journal entries from an old journal I'm planning to delete. I removed the name of the person, for privacy's sake. (I had used his real name.) You know him now as teh_antisecks ^_~