Best to be the Changing Water

How
am I meant
to move on
when I’m stuck
in my head with you
and the feelings
years in the making
yours
for the taking
so you took
and you gave
but in the end you only
brought me
one step closer to the grave
one more broken promise
in a ruined castle
gone to seed
(just left to rot)
because I forgot
to build
the walls
that would keep it
a dream
instead of a waking
Nightmare



Where
my cat is dying
and
you aren’t my friend
and
I can’t get to sleep anymore
and
it
never
ends