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wild_dreamer) wrote2019-03-25 03:34 pm
wild_dreamer) wrote2019-03-25 03:34 pm
bleh
My knuckle/wrist still hurts from that punch, and when I whine about it Babe just looks at me and says "what did we learn?" "...not to punch walls v.v"
Sooooooo I'm gonna hit up the ER after work today and see if I actually fractured something or if it's just bruised and slow to heal.
Otherwise things seem to be settling down and Waifu is taking better care of herself in some ways, but I worry that her "loneliness" is driving her to do stupid manic things, those risky behaviours in search of attention and affection that were once exciting now worrisome because I can't trust other people and I don't want to see her get hurt or worse.
I want her to know I've got her back, that she can call me in an emergency like always, but... idk.
I think I'm also gonna poke more of our friends and tell them to harass her to hang out more, spend time with familiar people, get love and support from them. I know she won't do it on her own.
Sooooooo I'm gonna hit up the ER after work today and see if I actually fractured something or if it's just bruised and slow to heal.
Otherwise things seem to be settling down and Waifu is taking better care of herself in some ways, but I worry that her "loneliness" is driving her to do stupid manic things, those risky behaviours in search of attention and affection that were once exciting now worrisome because I can't trust other people and I don't want to see her get hurt or worse.
I want her to know I've got her back, that she can call me in an emergency like always, but... idk.
I think I'm also gonna poke more of our friends and tell them to harass her to hang out more, spend time with familiar people, get love and support from them. I know she won't do it on her own.