Duuuude.

[wild_dreamer]

Okay, so.. I think I was too busy with squee about VVC back in August...

So y'all probably didn't hear as much as you should've about the -adorable- guy who came in and flirted with me so hard I couldn't see straight.

TWICE.

I gave him my LJ and my email...

And he promptly disappeared for five months.

>_>; No email. No comments. NOTHING.

I was, at the time, mildly peeved.

As one generally is when someone offers to take you to dinner, and then never gets in touch with you....

(And the girl about a month later who pulled a similar stunt? SO NOT COOL. She showed up a few times, talked to me, hit on me, asked if I wanted to "hang out and watch movies".. and I told her to give me a call and I'd check with the people who were gonna be around my house. After finding out there were gonna be too many people at my place for us to hang out there, I waited for her to call so I could offer lunch and a theater movie instead, but she never did. And I haven't heard from her since, either.)

So anyway, he showed back up today. Walked by, paused, and we both did a "hey you look famili--" sort of double-take, before I went over and hugged him and called him a fucker for standing me up. xD

So we stood around and chatted for a while, I strongarmed him into reading some of my Furuba fanfic (hah, like I had to say more than "oh hey, wanna read some of my stories? x3"), and he was warm and comfortable and flirty.

Like it had only been a week since we last talked. Heh. I really can't say I mind chatting with him. Though.. Perhaps the hand he kept trying to rest on my ass was a bit much considering I'd told him at least once about the having a boyfriend thing.

Maybe. Just a little bit.

He seems nice and all, but he reminds me just a bit of the way Ian was that year at NDK. Hands all over, and great if you're looking for a one-night stand or a hookup buddy, but not someone I would steady-date. Which I kind of was starting to theorize after the first couple times I talked to him, but.. After today I'm really sure. He's an awesome friend though, and if I ever need a hookup, I know where to look.

If he emails me this time.

I would have gone out on dates with him when he first was around, and probably hooked up with him then too, but he went poof and now I've got and am incredibly happy with Kel...

He is -comfortable- though. Like an old friend, sort of thing. Kind of like how teh_antisecks is. Maybe it's just that I am in desperate need of some human contact, someone I can physically touch. I don't have enough friends out here who are people I can hug and hang on and such.

I have... koukishin_koto. That's about it. And I'm getting a little tired of it, but not being in school or anything really limits my friend-finding. Especially since I have not the time, money, or inclination to go clubbing. Not alone, anyway. If I had friends who would go with me? Hell yeah. But.. alone is dangerous.


And this is turning into an entirely different rant now, so I should probably leave it at that, ne? ♥ to all.