Why me?

[wild_dreamer]

Great. Big. Fucking. Sign.


I don't get it. I really, really don't get it.


"So, you know when you kissed me goodnight last week...? Well... that was kinda my first kiss with a girl."


My brain: "Ahahahahaha.. wait. You're serious?" AND "Ahahahaha, so what, you've only ever kissed guys before? 8D"

And then: "Waitasecond. So that means you're a... Oh fuck."


What came out my mouth: "Haha, really? ..You're so oddly sheltered. It's kind of cute. n.n;"


Now: "NOT. A. FUCKING. CHERRY. CHASER. No. Just.. wtf? Universe. You must hate me. Do I have a GREAT BIG FUCKING SIGN OVER MY HEAD?!?"

Universe: "Why yes. It says 'I Fuck Virgins' in big glowing neon flashy letters. Why do you ask? It's just next to the one that says 'I talk to crazy people'. Have fun with your life!"

*Headdesk.*

Plus side: He's cute, sweet, geeky, reasonably open-minded, and incredibly bright. Now the big question: What sort of crazy is he? =D

Tune in another time for the answer. As soon as I find out. e.e

But for now, it's bedtime. Cause I've gotta work tomorrow.

Comments

[teal-cuttlefish.livejournal.com]

Relax, I've had the same experience, twice. I'm still with them. Sometimes it's just lack of opportunity. I'm quite happy with my guys, that's for sure.

[onnakitty.livejournal.com]

I'm not saying it's a bad thing, honestly. I'm just venting a small amount of frustration that they seem to attach to me via magical magnet.

I really like him, I just wonder a little bit. It's good to know now, though, so that I know to tread carefully. (The comment about crazy was, btw, referring to my apparent inability to date anything that isn't a nutcase. Not his apparent inability to get laid before age 29.)

Besides, more often than not my true view on it is: "better someone like me, who will be understanding and gentle and the like, than someone who doesn't know/doesn't care/etc." I'd rather be someone's first (as long as I know about it! *cough*sadlonedragon*cough* D< ) and know what I'm doing, and be patient and understanding so it isn't a fumble in the dark, and a bad experience for both sides.

I'd rather make it a good first for someone I care about, and have it end eventually, than the poor boy get a bad first with someone who doesn't care, yanno?

Am I even making sense anymore? I'm sorry, it's been a long day and I'm about to go post a rant about today as well. 8D

[teal-cuttlefish.livejournal.com]

I think that an ability to be caring and considerate of the inexperienced is part of what draws them to us. Heck, I'd been married for 7 years and gotten out of a bad marriage before I started attracting and being attracted to the inexperienced type.

[teh-antisecks.livejournal.com]

You have no idea how hard I lawled

[onnakitty.livejournal.com]

Oh yes I do. I could hear it from here, that's how hard.
. . .
D< Shut your freakin' face, Twinneh. <3

I just couldn't resist.

[teal-cuttlefish.livejournal.com]

more cat pictures

Re: I just couldn't resist.

[fmtenpo.livejournal.com]

welll... there is the virgin notification newsletter. And you've been in every issue under the "need help" section.